Brain Jelly

Just pop home for a weekend, see the fam, have a chill... blah blah blah

Sounded brilliant in theory. Realistically my brain decided to have another meltdown, which as always is grand. I'm used to having my apparent 'bi-monthly burnout' where I need to walk away from any work or intense thinking and move on to doing nice things like drawing child-quality doodles and laying horizontally for many many hours. It's a good excuse to rest up and avoid work really

Its quite irritating normally because I quite like doing my law studies, in that state I am incapable of reading anything or taking in any new information. But, and there is a but, a nasty one, :( , this burnout has been an 8 on the richter scale.

I'm recovering from it now but during this episode my memory, cognition and general awareness just imploded, leaving me a lost and confused little gerbil. So what started as a weekend with the family has ended as a week at home slowly rehabilitating myself. I'd love to be able to say that I just wanted to stay home with muzza and farzar; uncz, bruvz and kitty but unfortunately I was well and truly out for the count. It has been awesome to stay home for longer but I can feel the work mounting on my mind, so I've been slowly bringing myself round to doing it and its a good sign that I can actually do it again.

My brain melted to jelly and now its starting to join back up into the little machine that it was before, we have been parted too long and I have missed it muchly. And on ze weekend when I return to the land of university I can see my beloved peeps who I have missed dearly. Thanks for your messages of support you secksy peeps :)